Wednesday, July 20, 2011

" Flicker " 24 0f 5-11

         
Under the Dark Fantasy....In the Core of  Temptising Mantras...Sight unseen Voice Unheard Heart and soul...Predicate Thoughts In Mind Confusable Decision To Be Take...

Oh...It Was Just You & ME....Unbearable Wait Just For a Catalyst to Drink Her Eyes...A Potion Intact , A Pact, Unspoken, But Of Souls Imbued....Oh It Was Just Slight "Tuk" Of Second The Culprit Fire Bellows Within Our Sin, Our Heat, Our Perfect Moment , A Bud Both Carried Now to Foment , Her Blood, My Wine, that Sweetest Poison.

Slow Dis casing, Tender Touching, Long Snogs Along Bare Skin. Long Gazes, Gentle Utter, Deep Sighs and Excited Shivers. 

Simple Conversation: A promise of forever With You By My Side, That Never Did I think In This World I Would Find.

Sudden...Shaken...Oh It Was Frightening ...Fuck " A Reagent "  

I ask Who Might be there, as If Something or Someone Might Actually Answer me.But no. All Stays Silent. Nothing Moves, Except for me. Breathing and Waiting. Typing and Listening. Calmly Amused at Whatever may Pour Forth from these Interactions. Flannels and Sweats are Removed...Blankets are Spread out...Making Space in Front of the Fire...Heading Up, Little Help & Shut Again...

And Here is Where Every Conversation Begins With Me. “Who’s There?” I sit, as patient as I can be, Which Honestly isn’t much Because I don’t like to Wait, and Try to Listen to Learn Whatever it is the Flicker or Flash might be trying to tell me.

An Answer to the Eternal Question : “What am I supposed to do next?” Would be Nice, I Mean, a Little Sign of Anything to Help Me Along With That Decision Would Help.

My Shoulder Blades Itch, The Wings Removed Feels So Awkward. No wonder I Continue to Hunch over. But My Wings Are Not Here Right Now, They’re Not Here to Drape Across Down My Legs In The Comforting Way Of Protecting My Body and Soul. To Wrap Around Me In a Full on Hug. I Wasn't Conventional, I Was Straight-Faced, I Wasn't Just There to Look Pretty, I Was There to Get Things Done, I Was Grounded With My Two Legs, Missing My Wings, Yearning To Fly.

Often to Strings...Sometime I Was Inappropriate, The Oh-So-Silent Flash Of Something Off In The Peripheral, Like a Blink, But Your Eyes Haven’t Moved..Waiting For The Bonfire To Burn Them Off, Waiting For The Ash To Be Swept Away. Like a Spark Dancing From The Candle Flame, Flickering a Bit Before Settling Down For a Steady Burn.

Sensations Aplenty, Warmth From The Fire, Warmth From Our Bodies Entwined, Warmth From The Liqueur, Warmth From The Pleasure. We Lie Together, Spent and Drained On So Many Levels. Small Shift here, Snuggle Closer There, and Pull the Blankets in. Wrap up, Cozy and Sleep.

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

"MY FIRST JOURNEY"


It was an arctic morning,
I realised the truth of this blood-sucking world.

People around me were smiling,
Just because I started crying.

It wasn't a tragic tear in my eyes,
I was blissfully weeping...

Beacuse I had got my first love,
For which from last nine months,
I have been waiting...

She walk into my life's journey,
and I fall for her...

I looked at her with half closed eyes,
As if to pierce her soul.

And just after a moment..

She kissed gently on my head,
with a promising future in her eyes.

LIfe's begun & All is new.

I started  "MY FIRST JOURNEY",
with a promise to be with you forever "MOM"
until  "MY LAST JOURNEY" .

Friday, March 4, 2011

Sapno ki Haqiqat

Kitabo ke panne palat kar sochte hai,
Yu palat jaye zindagi meri to...
Kya Baat Hai.


Tamanna jo puri ho meri khwabo ki,
Wo haqikat ban jaye to...
Kya Baat Hai.


Kuch log matlab ke liye dhundte hai mujhe,
Bin matlab koi aaye to...
Kya Baat Hai.


Katal kar ke to sab le jayenge dil mera,
Koi baaton se le jaye to...
Kya Baat Hai.


Jo sharifo ki sharafat me baat na ho,
Koi sharabi wo keh jaye to...
Kya Baat Hai.


Zinda rehne tak to khusi dunga sabko,
Kisi ko meri maut khush kar jaye to...
Kya Baat Hai.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

HappY nEw YeAr 2011

2010 ke beeten dino me aapne,
Bahut kuch khoya hoga..
Bahut kuch paya hoga...
Kisiko thukarya hoga..
Kisiko apnaya hoga...
Kisise jhagde huwe honge...
Kisi ko sataya hoga...
Kabhi khusi to kabhi dard,
hisse me aapke aaya hoga...
Kiye honge manchaye kaam kayi,
aur naye anubhawo se 
galtiyon ko sehlaya hoga...
Sayad chiin li hogi 
kismat ne aapse pyari chij koi,
Par ek nayi anmol chij,
se jaroor milaya hoga...
Aap bhale hi bilkul na badle ho,
par apka koi na koi andaz to badla hoga...
Ja raha hai ye saal wo saare pal samet ke..
Jin par aapne apna haq jataya hoga..,
Jhum lo,Muskura lo,Iss saal ke kuch lamhe...
Phir dekhna ye saal aapki meethi,
Yaadon me samaya hoga....:)

Monday, December 27, 2010

• » "ѕσмє тнιηgѕ αяє вєѕт ℓєƒт υηѕαι∂" « •

At the  irenic Morning
Under the same blue,
I hitted  the same stand
with all the last night dreams,
have seen for you...
But why you turned????
from the extreme core,
with the one,as u forget
we were friends before...



Pretermiting the world around
holding hands in hands,
If this is the only reason ,
you have for me to blamed...
 
'then really you should be ashamed'.


But really I am not upset..
Infact I am very elicit thinking,
If I was so happy with a wrong one,
How heavenly I will feel ...

When I get the true one.


But still,
If that 3 words are the reason
for which I had blamed,
 
'then really you should be ashamed'.
for the line you once said...

• » "ѕσмє тнιηgѕ αяє вєѕт ℓєƒт υηѕαι∂" « •

Saturday, September 18, 2010

WHY MEMORIES???????

Time goes by each day.


Nothing more to say.


Nothing much to do.


feeling sad and blue.


My emotions for you,


is still here.


It gives me fears


to think the memories of you and me.


how it meant to be,


between the you and me.


Why does summer start in June?


Why does winter comes to soon?


Why do flowers grow in May?


Why does spring time go away?


Why does autumn leaves fall?

Why does tree grow tall?


Why does rivers flow to sea?

I don't want to see you w/o me/


Why do I miss you,tell me


why do I miss you!!!!






Thursday, September 2, 2010

╚»ŶŐÚ'ŔĔ ĂŃ ĂŃĞĔĹ«╝

You're an Angel that nobody can see,
Still an Angel is what you are to me
An angel from heaven is what you are
In my sky you're definably a heavenly star...

You're an angel with beauty & grace
You're kind & sweet, you have an angel face
You have very graceful angel wings
Happiness and joy are just some things 
that an angel can give...

In my heart & mind is where you're living
You have hair as soft as the white clouds
A guardian angel is what Ive gotten. 
Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright.
When everything is dark, you give me light...

You're an angel that gives me a reason to live, 
You're an angel that teaches me to give. 
You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say. 
You're my angel & I'll always care.
You're my angel & you know I'll always be there.